.my big brother.

i have three brothers , but my favorite one is Courtney .
he treats me like a brother , we always play fighting, having a good time
but he is at boarding school so i miss him so much !
my brother is a part of my heart so every time he goes away , he takes a part of my heart with him .
he is bloody funny , i laugh non-stop when he is around !
he has the best stories to tell , he tells me what happens at school , they always get me in the giggles.
i wish he lived with us but i want to be happy and he is happy there.
he sports have improved so much , he is my hero
my hero who is just one phone call away !
my hero who helps me with my problems , and one day i shall help him . i will break his fall and push him back on his feet .
my big brother is my everything , he taught me everything how to ride a bike to teach me how to fish !
that my big brother err i mean my hero , who i can always count on , no matter what !
and i will be there so he can count on me !
i love him to bits and pieces . no matter what he does , i shall stand by his side .
for he is my big brother , my amazing big brother.
i love you courts

and i never want you to forget that
xxx

p.s in this phot you can see me about to tackel him

.laugh.

my laugh ..

its offend described as a hilly billies laugh !

ha ha i don't mind it , it explains me as a person strange/funny/retarded .

.your hugs.

i wait and wait for the end of the day so i can just hug you.

when you hug me , you pull me so close , i think i can feel your heart beat on my chest. you might wonder why i jump up so quickly , i think you know why but if you dont its because i love you and i never want to lose you , your my bestest friend . i long for your hugs , they make me feel so special... you know i love you , i can tell you love me.

every time i hear that song i always smile and think of you .. that song just match's you , its like it was made just for you!

i miss you all night though we send sms's none stop .

i never talked on the phone for so long , i guess i can only do it with you ( 5 hours might i add!!)

it took about 20 minutes just to say bye ..

what does it mean ? that we meant for each other.. naah its just bcause we so tight .

i will say its now and i will say it later i love

your hugs .

xxx

.lend a helping hand.

i may not be may not be your best friend but i will stand up for you and protect you from danger and harmful things. i swear i will do anything for you.i found out the horrible news today. i wish i could do something but i don't know what i can do. i can see all the pain and sorrow in you beautiful brown eyes that look deeply in my soul .when you told me today i said everything will be ok while you put your head on my shoulders and let your salty tears get all over my shoulder. i hugged you so hard , i swear i could have heard your back crack. i know we have only just started to be friends but i love you already . ! If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me and you mustn't forget that ok ?

you may not i am doing this for you but i am , just for you and only you, i am here for you now ,you can always count on me be it night or day , i will be there to comfort you and

lend a helping hand.

.faith.

Faith

my friend Faith is my bestest friend ( excuse my english )

Faith is my everything , she is my 'hobo' friend .

most of the time we just laugh ourselfs silly .

we are the crazest people ever , we are like retarded.

she is part of my world , i cant go through a day without talking to her.

she just so addictive. shes like my own personal drug , i just cant seem get enough of her ..

see she takes care of me , helping me though break ups , when im sick , when im too grumpy to talk . she helps me thats what best friends do for each other . we catch each other when we fall and help each other get back on our feet .

love u brother

.soul sister.

my soul sister .. my step sister to be exact.
we are like two peas in a pod .she is amazing in everyway ...
her stories she tells me that has happen to her seem to get me in a daze.
when she sings with her smoothing vocie i cant help but go speechless.
the fun we have when we together .
three days arent enough for me .. i wish it could be longer..
but i know you hate it here , i wish you didnt and looked forward to it.but i cant change your mind.
i love you , and i know i hardly ever say it but i do , more than anything in the world ( you should know that)
i looked forward to seeing you every weekend .
this photo was taken years ago , my love for her has grown and she will always be...

my soul sister xx.

my four leave clover

your my four leave clover ,you're special to my heart .
your my buddy , i love you . but theres something i need to tell you that girlfriend of yours doesn't love as much as you love her , i wish i could tell you but i cant back stab her for she is my friend. the day she breaks your heart ,i will be there to catch you and help you get on your feet. i will ,i promise. you will be my friend forever n ever , and i never want you to forget that. i wish you knew , i really do . I'm sorry i cant tell you but that's how life is , somethings your on a bumpy road then it will smooth out.